Bye bye ovaries! Not to scale.
So as a reminder, I'm having my ovaries and fallopian tubes removed tomorrow. I had my pre-op assessments on Wednesday last week. I had to go to the Royal London Hospital in Whitechapel, where my surgery will be tomorrow, and have various tests. I had swabs taken of my mouth and nose (so they could test for MRSA), they checked my weight and height, and asked me loads of questions, including some really strange ones, like did I have any bruises. The nurse was really laid back, almost worryingly so. It's a bit strange being in a different hospital and realising that each has its own culture and feel about it, and the Royal London feels so different from St Bart's. I haven't met my actual surgeon yet, I'll do that tomorrow, but I was then sent to another room where another doctor asked me a whole load of questions (including lots that the nurse had asked me). I'm really not sure why I had to answer all these questions twice, but hey ho.
The nurse gave me 4 pre-op drinks -- basically carbohydrates and electrolytes. I've had 2 this evening and then I have to have the other 2 in the morning before I stop drinking water altogether. She also explained that after the operation I will have to inject myself every day for 28 days with something to prevent my blood from clotting. Urgh, not looking forward to that! I think I'll spare Tanai the pain of having to do it, and learn to do it myself. She said it was supposed to be Tinzaparin, an anti-coagulant which prevents DVT, but due to the impending Brexit there is a shortage across the NHS of this (and many other) drugs, so I have to have a substitute. Another reason to be angry about Brexit! I wonder how many people's health is jeopardised because of this.
I had to have 7 vials of blood taken (seven!) and the nurse was so useless. She tried twice to find a vein, and for some reason I got a really bad vibe about her. I just knew she wasn't going to find one, and I felt quite distressed. Over the course of my whole treatment, I have had countless needles stuck into my arms, by many many people, and I have started to see when people are good at it and when they're not. And she wasn't! (Also, she inserted the same needle twice which has never happened before, which gave me great misgivings.) Of course it's made harder now because I'm only allowed to have needles in my left arm, thus halving the number of veins they could attempt to use, and my veins are still rubbish from chemo, but I knew she wasn't very good at it. I asserted myself and asked her to give me my stickers and that I would go and get my bloods done at St Bart's. I did head into Bart's on Friday to get my final Zoladex injection and the lovely woman in the phlebotomy clinic found a vein first time and took the seven vials of blood in no time at all! So I'm really pleased that I didn't just sit there and let the nurse jab at me incessantly with a needle.
So this evening I've packed an overnight bag, removed my toenail varnish as instructed and I'm going to try to get as good a night of sleep as I can. Tanai will be coming with me to the hospital tomorrow and he's working from home for a week so he can look after me for the first week. I'm not allowed to lift anything for 6-8 weeks so any offers of visitors (especially those bearing home cooked food!) are welcome.
Today is also exactly 2 years to the day that I received the life-changing news that I had cancer. It feels like a lifetime ago. I can't quite believe how much has happened since then!
